Course it's hard! If it was easy cr@p, everyone would do it.
All you can do is try to make the next day better than today .
Journeys are best measured in steps as you reach a destination.
Someone smart said that, tho I don't recall whom.
Well let's hope it's something they can find and take care of.
Meanwhile it's important for you not to dwell on what may be and just concentrate on getting things checked and better.
It's easy to let your mind start whirling and thinking the worse,don't let that happen .
My wife just came home from a liver transplant,so I know how the mind can complicate things.
It's amazing what doctors can do, keep strong!
cause dead is #1 permanent #2 Boring #3 ya don't pass go but ya would go straight to hell, besides who knows wtf could happen in your life if ya just grow a pair and live it!