its a simple truth that you really need to be in a tag on the Alliance and FFA servers. Is that unfortunate? That is open to interpretation. However, there are THREE solo servers out there, 2 of which have anyi-suicide GDI rules, and from what i am seeing in your posts, they might be better suited to you. Unless of course you have a specific suicide target, which im not saying you do, but thats the only reason i can think of that you would actually attempt to play untagged on an alliance server. You have a much higher chance at success on the solo servers. Please give them a try instead of storming off.