Ehhhh I figure I'd still be searching for the punchline. I'll just keep playing with jayr so the punchline is already part of the joke. He's been doing what they're attempting better for over half of my life. At some point, you realize he is your hero, and honestly, should be theirs. He's the king of that behavior. As long as he is team derrick, I gotta stay Derrick team too.

Hilariously guys like that is really all that has kept me playing. It's hard being suicided every set on every server constantly whether it be for being a fag like recently, or someone getting banned because they called me a pedophile and being upset about it and it somehow being my fault a year later etc. Its incredibly frustrating and awful to have to play thru it with something like bigotry being the enemy who kills you.

I wish on no one my experience in the last couple years, and genuinely hope it changes. Truthfully, guys like mob, jayr, zen, stryke etc who stick with me thru good and bad on it is the only reason I lingered for this comment.