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Jelly:
Have anyone experienced these thoughts?
How have you battled back?
I downed a handful of painkillers, but my body is basically immune to them, I have a little high on it, but nothing really, the overdose symptoms aren't showing and I'm out of pills.
It's making me think a lot though, and I don't know, I just may not want to die, I have no clue.
In high school I had those thoughts. I was very unsure about my own person (ie: I was a bit of a nerd, but surprisingly popular in school) everything felt like a fascade etc.
Inside though I was angry at a lot of things. I was depressed about My life. The usual teen stuff.
Thought about suicide.
You know what got me through?
I said to myself, gotta live long enough to play Zelda: Ocarina of Time
And it worked. The issues didn't go away, but I didn't have though thoughts anymore when the game came out.
I took it day to day/month to month.
I eventually got into a groove of having goals and things to work for so those issues went away. I'm not saying it will be easy, but I'd say don't think about suicide.
There's help too. If you need to talk to someone,
http://suicideprevention.ca/...ide/find-a-crisis-centre/
