Jul 3rd 2019, 23:04:21
I just want to thank everyone who has reached out or posted kind words, it's come as quite a shock given the toxic nature of almost every single engagements I've had on AT in the past few years.
I don't want to keep bashing the game, as its not the game itself. I think what started as egos 15 years ago and over the time has turned into grudges, hatred and toxicity that I think has been festering for many many years but only now reached boiling point and exploding on every post, on every thread.
I have so many great memories of this game, as a 15 year I actually use to fluffing get excited to login to this game. See if any new members had applied to my tag, see who was hitting who. See who had hit my tag to see if there was any of that work to be done. Jumping into the forums back then to see massive wars going on it was exciting. It was a text game but there was just something that i was attracted to. One of my best mates was an apparent big deal on UTOPIA, he got me playing utopia but for some reason it never clicked with me. I saw earth and the rest was history, i was instantly hooked on the game and my GF at the time was hot as fluff and I'd still be sitting on the computer and shed ask what are you doing... Id say playing a war strategy game and she'd say but there is no game.. its just text. I'd say I know its hard to explain... fluff..
Back then there were thousands of countries, I was naive to think people actually cheated and ran multiple countries. I never even thought to do that, the rules said 1 country per player and that was that. It was thrilling, you'd look at the country list to make a grab and there was so much possibility. Could I recruit this tag to 10 members, 20 , 50 even? I'd do my research on a country to hit, then jump into the "WAR ROOM". Damb it was business time. I remember with those farming the fluff out of small tags getting past 5k in land was tough yet exciting at the same time.
Anyways, I guess I post this because its actually sad for me. In the past 15 years we've all gotten married, had kids, divorced, re married, bought houses, bought businesses, and yet this game has still been here.
When i say the game needs to be switched off, I realised I was playing out of habit. Even though the spark had long gone, I was playing out of habit and the day to day running a tag, checking AT is toxic and depressing. And I'm not even in the middle of the worst of this fluff. I can see the writing on the wall with war / netters and dwindling player numbers there isn't really enough to keep the game functional for both types of play. You can see it now its literally server war or server net, they cannot continue together.
I don't say this stuff our of disrespect, I say it because habits are hard to break but we all just need to take a break. 6 months clean, everyone still can chat with their members and community. Most like PDM we already do.... Grudges need time to heal, people need a break from the toxic comments, threats, the hate that you can feel in the posts, it needs to happen and I truly hope for everyone it does.
Thanks again for the kind words, it's been one hell of a ride.
MrCuban